Review by Anarie Brady: Embracing the darkness

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Unleashing Joy Through Fantasy: Rediscovering Pleasure in Pain

 Dear Readers,

It has been a while since I last penned my desires and darkest fantasies for you, but know that my passion for this space and the twisted euphoria it brings has never faltered. I took a break to rediscover myself amidst the labyrinth of pleasure and pain that is the human experience. Yet, as I've emerged from that abyss, I found I've channeled those experiences into words and scenes of unbridled ecstasy that have found their way onto the pages of my newly completed manuscript.

As a masochist woman and willing submissive, I have come to realize, in ever-sharper clarity, the power my fantasies hold over my mind and body. Dipping my toes into the hypnotic, turquoise pool of my desires feels like life itself. Lust and longing coil around my thoughts, evoking a euphoria akin to a drug that numbs the world, amplifying my cravings, and sends waves of pleasure coursing through my veins.

It's in these vivid scenes of punishment, submission, and raw need that I've come to find solace and strength. I hope by sharing these fantasies, I can help ignite a spark in your own psyche—that, through these words, you might find an outlet for your darkest, most hushed desires.

We've walked the path of turning those fantasies into reality at times, hand in hand with my cherished Master. Our passionate embraces, the sting of his hand, the agonizing twist of nails sinking into my flesh, and the climactic crescendos that follow, all fuel my fantasies in tandem with my waking hours. Yet, no matter how real and potent our encounters may become, a line remains indelibly etched in my mind.

It's this delicate balance between the world of wanton lust and the ties of reality that gives my life shape and meaning. When we immerse ourselves too deeply, the waters murky with ecstasy, we must always swim back to solid ground. Safety, sanity, and understanding need to be our buoys, tethering us to a world where the line between truth and delusion remains uncompromising.

In this space, I wish to share these moments of erotic fantasy, hoping they'll bring as much joy to your mind as penning them does to mine. I encourage you to embrace your darkest longings, dream of pleasure and pain, and allow them to breathe on the page. But remember, those memories will serve to fan the flames of your subconscious, never dim their luster or confuse them with the daylight world around you.

On bended knee, I vow to light the candles, kindle the fire, and stoke the flames of fantasy to a roaring inferno. It's my honor to share this flirtation with whips, ropes, and forbidden lust with you, keeping one foot firmly in the real world, the other entangled within the obsidian roots of our shared fantasies.

So join me in the erotic embrace of fiction, let your secrets simmer and simmer, and let's find solace in the safety and understanding that fantasy and reality are two tides that ebb and flow, but must never truly blend.

Yours in submission,

tina

Do you want to chat with me?

Given my irregular blog postings it may seem like a futile attempt to add a chat room to my blog. But I have done it anyway. Just look to the right and you will find a link entitled "Enter my Chat Room". This is it! I really want to talk to you and maybe this will be a way of increasing my blog activity. So many things have happened recently and I know I have been absent too much. But I feel really excited about starting up again and with spring approaching my lust of life is really coming back with full force and I feel the energy building within me day by day. This is going to be a wonderful year with many positive experiences. Let's share them with each other - and do log in to my chat room when you feel like it. I look forward to seeing you there ;-) kisses... tina

Innocent in terror - a great example of s&m porn smut

I just can’t help it but s&m porn smut turns me on! It inspires my fantasies, which, as you may have noticed, can be quite brutal at times. Strange? Well, my philosophy is very simple: anything that makes me horny is something positive! Maybe I wouldn’t dare writing like this if I were to publish pictures of myself. At this state I have a certain security, a shield of anonymity. It may not be especially common that mothers and housewives have a passion for literature of this sort but then I am one of the exceptions.

Anyway, back to the subject. My Master collects many things and when he comes to me he always brings me some exciting presents. It may be a whip or a riding crop – naturally intended for being used on me later – or something to spark my imagination and fantasies. This book surely did.

Innocent in terror is a book from the Star Distributors’ series. If I ever see a book title with the prefix ‘WIP’ I know it will be in my taste. This indicates that the book is from the Star people and although the plots are very simple and the storyline is made to expose as many rape and torture scenes as possible, I simply love the stuff! Yes, they are written by men – for men. They are often illustrated with simple but erotic drawings. In the 1970s Star was pumping out zillions of s&m smut paperbacks and I have just seen a few of them sofar. But I find the books very exciting and they often fuels my own fantasies.

The storyline of Innocent in terror is very simple. Young blonde Tammy Hartman runs away from her Midwest home in search of fame and stardom in Hollywood. Working as a waitress, she never seems to get enough money for the ticket west so she sells her body to one of the guests in order to pay for the trip. Once in California she falls into the hands of Margo Productions – a production company specializing in X-rated horror movies. Poor Tammy is subjected to the most brutal tortures and other perversions and soon she comes to enjoy it. Out of Morgo Productions comes a full-fledged masochist. However, the people behind the studio goes too far and finally Tammy and her stallmates rebels against the terror.

Yes, this book is a perfect example of basic, no-nonse low budget smut. Still, this book, and many others in the same vein, have been a great inspiration for me and my Master. Just having to hide possessions like this from prying eyes adds to my excitement…