Yes, I know... I have been a very bad girl. Shame on me for neglecting you, my faithful blog friends for so long. Why haven’t I done something about my procrastination even though I have seen that you check into my blog now and then to see if there are any news? I can well imagine your frustration about my negligence and the more impressed I am by the fact that you haven’t forgotten me. You keep coming here although there has been nothing new for ages. I can see by the statistics that the vistor’s number is about the same each week. This is impressive and I am very grateful to you for keeping up with me.
I have been a very bad girl and I need to be punished. Severely.
I wish you could all punish me the way you would like to. As I visualize myself on all fours, my posterior beckoning for the kiss of the whip, the cane and the riding crop, longing for the savage strokes to bite into my flesh, sending waves of agony through every nerve in my body… a wonderful pain that catapults me into painspace heaven… as I beg for you to whip me harder, my entire being is focused on the energy of pain which drives me over the top… makes me desperate with lust. It may be a punishment but it is also something I can’t live without. Pain arouses me. It makes me soo ho—y *blushing* Yes, this is very addictive and I can assure you that I don’t want to be cured. On the contrary, I only want to continue exploring this wonderful world and go even further. Luckily, Master is now back but I must stress that it’s not Him who has ordered me to start blogging. No, this sort of came to me very suddenly and I realized I have been misusing your loyalty. Yes, my dear friends, I feel a great sense of guilt for neglecting you. I can only promise to do better in the future. Obviously quite a few of you have enjoyed my blog posts(at least some of them) and if I should ever drift back into procrastination, please don’t hesitate to remind me and put me on the right track again.
How do you think I should be punished? How would YOU like to punish me? Please write a comment and tell me – and other blog visitors. It will definitely fuel my fantasy and make me… you know… *blushing again* and I am sure that other readers would enjoy reading about your thoughts on this. So please leave your comments and rest assured I am back again. And don’t forget to check out Breanne Erickson’s latest book – review coming up soon.