Tuesday, 22 November 2011
Come and chat with us!
I just discovered a great and friendly chat for those of us who are into BDSM. Go to the BDSM chatroom and check it out for yourself. I am sure English is OK and there are lots of wonderful Swedish submissives online. Have fun!
Monday, 15 August 2011
The whipping of Inmate 347 - beautiful blonde suffering under the lash
Just look into her eyes. Can you imagine her feelings at the moment? Is her mind filled with sheer terror and fear or is she maybe excited about what is going to happen to her? Is she yearning for the kiss of the lash upon her nude body? Either way, this beautiful blonde inmate is now in for a severe whipping. She is regularly whipped and punished and there simply doesn't seem to be an end to her suffering. This is Inmate 347, doing time at a Very Special Prison for women.
She is in the hands of one of the most cruel female wardens you can imagine. The warden will always see to it that her women are punished with the utmost cruelty and she wants vivid marks on their bodies. Just look at her stern face and you will realize that she is indeed a Very Strict Woman. A woman who is enjoying hereself immensely.
The warden oversees the whipping of this blonde beauty and all the time she urges the whipper to lay on the strokes harder. Her screams and the sharp cracks of the whip echoes between the stone walls for what seems like an eternity.
No. 347 can look forward to countless further whippings and you know, I suspect she is really enjoying it. I would definitely love to take her place... mmmmm
Do you want to see the entire video where Inmate 347 is getting whipped? You're going to love this one! Go to Whipped Women - and don't forget to tell 'em that tinaslut sent ya ;-)
Sunday, 7 August 2011
Naughty girl trashed by Strict Lady each weekend
Although I am maybe not the greatest fan of Facebook - sometimes I think FB stinks - this forum definitely has its assets. I have made lots of new friends and contacts there and now and then there comes somebody just like myself. Like Titti. We have been talking a lot and it seems like she lives a very exciting life, meeting with her 'strict lady' each weekend. Or, at least, she used to.
Titti is a beautiful Swedish blonde, now living in Malmoe after moving from home. She is 28 yo and one of her greatest passion is dancing, mainly lindy hop, street dance and even some break dance at times. The dancing occupies a great deal of her life when she is not working at a local call center and over the years she has tried out numerous different sports. 'Maybe the sports have been a way of trying to find a substitute for living out my masochistic urges' she says.
Yes, she is a masochist. She tells me that she was always dreaming about submission, spanking and other forbidden pleasures. When playing with other kids she was usually the black sheep who had to be punished and she enjoyed it. Oh yes, it surely brings menories from my own childhood when I was playing Cowboys and Indians with the boys and always seemed to be the one tied to the totem pole... As for Titti, her first real life experience of spanking was together with her then boyfriend and she enjoyed it very much although their relationship didn't last very long.
As with so many of us, Titti's forbidden thoughts would not be suppressed and she started actively seeking information. She went to different fetish parties and although she participatred actively the real special sensation that she was yearning for would not come to her. She also started doing self-punishments but it usually didn't feel very good. The best results were achieved by an improvised spanking machine which she made from a chair, a bamboo stick and a heavy duty rubber band and it almost felt like being caned for real. Yes, this was what she wanted. She really enjoyed feeling strokes from the cane across her bottom without being able to control them herself.
Eventually, Titti met a man who introduced her to spanking and all of a sudden everything fell into place. She realized that what really fired her was having her bottom trashed and she wanted to try anything. As she puts it, she became something of a 'tryoholic' (love that word!) and she tried anything from stinging nettles to various spanking implements. But it wasnt until one day she met a very special lady while chatting in a spanking forum. It turned out they had earlier met at some fetish parties but nothing special had happened. As they were chatting, both Titti and her strict lady realized what they wanted. They were both very interested in good, old-fashioned spankings and corporal punishment, without sex and all the bdsm gear.
When they first met, Titti and her new friend just sat chatting, drinking coffee and so on. They agreed that none of them wante a stop word, in order to make the punishment session as realistic as possible. On their first evening together, Titti got spanked and when she went home that night, she knew that this lady had succeeded to ignite the fire of passion within her – a fire which would just continue growing.
It took a long time before Titti heard from the Strict Lady again but finally she got a very special SMS and from that day they were seeing each other at least every weekend, usually on a Sunday. The sessions generally takes the whole day and at first, Titti presents her diary of the week for approval. Usually there are quite a few reasons for punishment.
The Strict Lady uses many different implements, like canes, belts, birch twigs and lots of different things. Titti especially loves being caned and she is very proud of her marks when the Lady sends her home, very sore and now a good girl. It has happened that the cane has been used with such intensity that it has broken the skin and although that is maybe not Titti’s cup of tea she gladly accepts her punishment and is always longing for their next date. She especially loves ending over a chair, kneeling in the sofa or lying over the kitchen table, her posterior beckoning for the trashing. Corner time and stinging nettles in her pants are other favourites.
It seems like sweet Titti has finally got what she had been dreaming of. But last time we were chatting on MSN she told me she had a new boyfriend and when they met she had stopped seeing the Strict Lady. Sofar he knows nothing about Titti’s secret passions and the question is if their love will be strong enough to extinguish the raging fire within her. Anyhow, it is great to see another girl deciding to do something about her secret fantasies. I wish you all the best for the future, sweetie and I hope to talk to you soon. xxxxx tina
Yes, she is a masochist. She tells me that she was always dreaming about submission, spanking and other forbidden pleasures. When playing with other kids she was usually the black sheep who had to be punished and she enjoyed it. Oh yes, it surely brings menories from my own childhood when I was playing Cowboys and Indians with the boys and always seemed to be the one tied to the totem pole... As for Titti, her first real life experience of spanking was together with her then boyfriend and she enjoyed it very much although their relationship didn't last very long.
As with so many of us, Titti's forbidden thoughts would not be suppressed and she started actively seeking information. She went to different fetish parties and although she participatred actively the real special sensation that she was yearning for would not come to her. She also started doing self-punishments but it usually didn't feel very good. The best results were achieved by an improvised spanking machine which she made from a chair, a bamboo stick and a heavy duty rubber band and it almost felt like being caned for real. Yes, this was what she wanted. She really enjoyed feeling strokes from the cane across her bottom without being able to control them herself.
Eventually, Titti met a man who introduced her to spanking and all of a sudden everything fell into place. She realized that what really fired her was having her bottom trashed and she wanted to try anything. As she puts it, she became something of a 'tryoholic' (love that word!) and she tried anything from stinging nettles to various spanking implements. But it wasnt until one day she met a very special lady while chatting in a spanking forum. It turned out they had earlier met at some fetish parties but nothing special had happened. As they were chatting, both Titti and her strict lady realized what they wanted. They were both very interested in good, old-fashioned spankings and corporal punishment, without sex and all the bdsm gear.
When they first met, Titti and her new friend just sat chatting, drinking coffee and so on. They agreed that none of them wante a stop word, in order to make the punishment session as realistic as possible. On their first evening together, Titti got spanked and when she went home that night, she knew that this lady had succeeded to ignite the fire of passion within her – a fire which would just continue growing.
It took a long time before Titti heard from the Strict Lady again but finally she got a very special SMS and from that day they were seeing each other at least every weekend, usually on a Sunday. The sessions generally takes the whole day and at first, Titti presents her diary of the week for approval. Usually there are quite a few reasons for punishment.
The Strict Lady uses many different implements, like canes, belts, birch twigs and lots of different things. Titti especially loves being caned and she is very proud of her marks when the Lady sends her home, very sore and now a good girl. It has happened that the cane has been used with such intensity that it has broken the skin and although that is maybe not Titti’s cup of tea she gladly accepts her punishment and is always longing for their next date. She especially loves ending over a chair, kneeling in the sofa or lying over the kitchen table, her posterior beckoning for the trashing. Corner time and stinging nettles in her pants are other favourites.
It seems like sweet Titti has finally got what she had been dreaming of. But last time we were chatting on MSN she told me she had a new boyfriend and when they met she had stopped seeing the Strict Lady. Sofar he knows nothing about Titti’s secret passions and the question is if their love will be strong enough to extinguish the raging fire within her. Anyhow, it is great to see another girl deciding to do something about her secret fantasies. I wish you all the best for the future, sweetie and I hope to talk to you soon. xxxxx tina
Saturday, 21 May 2011
Breanne – a true Texan NHPS!
Ever heard about NHPS before? No? Well, it stands for Nympho Humiliation Pain Sluts and believe me, this sweet Texan redhead surely fits the description extremely well. If you check out her daily assignments posts at http://michaelalexanderstories.blogspot.com/ you will understand why.
Breanne surely is one of the most exciting friends I have made for a long time in cyberspace and like myself she is constantly horny, a painslut with a never ending desire to experiment and experience new heights. She was kind enough to let me interview her and so I am now very proud to present this farmer’s daughter from Katy, TX, in the good ol’US of A.
Yes, I live on a farm. Actually, I’ve pretty much lived here all my life, except for the four years I was away at college, and even then I was only about forty five minutes away from home. The farm belongs to my parents. Dad inherited it and it has been in the family since before the Great Depression. We’re small and we are mixed use. Half of our land is good grazing, the other half is good for agriculture, so we do a little bit of both. We have a small herd of cattle, about fifteen horses, goats, a few llamas, and somewhere out there is a stupid emu which I can’t catch and my dad bought off a fellow rancher a few years ago to “try out”. On the agricultural side we do mostly soybeans, but we rotate crops every once in a while and handle corn, cotton, and last year, when dad got a burr up his butt, kale. Who the hell eats kale? I’m pretty much the only “farmhand”, which is why I’m not doing “Daily Assignments”, but more like “Once a week assignments.” For big projects we hire temp hands to help out, but mostly it’s just me.
Right, but this blog is supposed to be about sex, violence, sadism and other exciting things so let’s tone down the agricultural part of the story and have a closer look at Breanne Erickson. Who is she really? And, yes, I know you are wondering: how did she get to become a painslut?
To be honest, my interest in pain and humiliation first started after being introduced to the whole BDSM world by my best friend. We were fifteen and I was a frequent over night guest. Kari’s parents were separated and not yet divorced, and Kari had found her dad’s collection of BDSM videotapes. Real VCR tapes! Since her mom was out line dancing, Kari and I snuggled down in the living room, and watched several that evening. I was glad I had a blanket cause I was um… rather taken with the whole thing. We made a habit of watching the tapes over the next two months or so and it became obvious that I identified more with the girls being tormented, while Kari was intrigued by the whole dominatrix thing. Then one night, again by ourselves, Kari held out our two favourite tapes and told me to pick one. Not to watch, but to act out. That night was the first time I had ever been tied down. Kari whipped me, though not hard or anything, and I got screwed with a variety of vegetables from Kari’s fridge. It was awesome and I was hooked.
You get the picture? Breanne tells me that sex wasn’t really a part of her life until she got about twelve. Her mother’s romance novels didn’t do much for her but eventually nature found its way with Breanne and she started to do some self-exploration. She actually lost her virginity to a hairbrush at thirteen!
Today Breanne is a beautiful woman of 25, 5’4/1.63, 117lbs/53 kilos. Officially, she is 36-24-34, with a B sized cup. She is generally playful, a little sarcastic, sometimes moody, but usually pretty positive. She’s also an early riser, usually getting up around five in the morning and usually in bed early. No wonder… you can have a lot of fun in bed mmmmm
As for self punishments these are often an integral part of Breanne’s daily assignments and so she has become pretty used to doing it. Yes, she even does it without anybody ordering her. She often uses clamps and ice on herself. Plus the occasional rubber band. One of her biggest favourites is being whipped but she admits it’s quite hard to do right as you can never spank yourself hard enough (or so she thinks). So she prefers a helping hand… Which makes me want to recommend the use of a sjambok (further details in an upcoming post) or a birch… but maybe birch trees are not so common in Texas? Anyway, these are perfect for whipping yourself and believe me, they do pay big dividends. ;-)
Breanne is also a very productive and exciting writer. She is very modest about it but do check out her blog at http://michaelalexanderstories.blogspot.com/ and her stories on http://www.michaelalexanderstories.com/ and I think you will agree with me that she is something special. She got in touch with Michael Alexander who was starting up his website and he asked her to join as a co-author. Yes, she does get paid for her work but as I understand it this hasn’t sofar really made her a rich woman. But, what the heck, her parents pay her for taking care of the farm, as well as giving her room and board, so she doesn’t really have many “expenses”, unless you call purchasing condoms in bulk an expense…
Breanne’s family are aware of her bisexuality but her actual sexual activities are unknown to them. She has learnt the hard way not to be too open about her sex life since the day a guy with whom she had been doing cam sessions turned up at her and her girlfriend’s apartment and wanted her IRL. They had to call the cop to get him out.
Are you getting curious about this girl? Do check out her story Riding The Wooden Horse at the free story archive at http://www.michaelalexanderstories.com/sub_pages/free_archive/ridingwoodenpony/ride1.html and I am sure you will agree with me that she is indeed somethin’ else. She tells me she would love to live the life of 'O' for real and would even accept the brand.
Breanne’s Daily Assignments is a regular feature of her blog and she has told me that she will gladly accept an assignment from YOU, my dear blog followers. This is provided the assignment does not clash with her preferences and it should also make for good reading. But I am sure you can think of many ways to punish this lovely lass at a distance. Her limits are no blood, no pee or scat play, no children, and nothing that will get her arrested (within reason). She adds:
I also like to make sure everyone who proposes an assignment understands that I’m REALLY doing these things, so they have to be realistic. So if you assign me to “screw three hundred guys”, I’m going to have to negotiate a little about that. I also am allowed to nix things based on medical reasons. See, the nice thing about being a submissive is that we are really the ones in charge. We can always say no. We just don’t want too!
Do you want to dominate sweet Breanne and give her an assignment? Please send a detailed description of what you want her to do IRL and I will forward your messages to her instantly. She will report about her assignment in her blog (and hopefully mine). And do become a VIP member of the Michael Alexander Stories for more great stories from Breanne and MORE!
Breanne surely is one of the most exciting friends I have made for a long time in cyberspace and like myself she is constantly horny, a painslut with a never ending desire to experiment and experience new heights. She was kind enough to let me interview her and so I am now very proud to present this farmer’s daughter from Katy, TX, in the good ol’US of A.
Yes, I live on a farm. Actually, I’ve pretty much lived here all my life, except for the four years I was away at college, and even then I was only about forty five minutes away from home. The farm belongs to my parents. Dad inherited it and it has been in the family since before the Great Depression. We’re small and we are mixed use. Half of our land is good grazing, the other half is good for agriculture, so we do a little bit of both. We have a small herd of cattle, about fifteen horses, goats, a few llamas, and somewhere out there is a stupid emu which I can’t catch and my dad bought off a fellow rancher a few years ago to “try out”. On the agricultural side we do mostly soybeans, but we rotate crops every once in a while and handle corn, cotton, and last year, when dad got a burr up his butt, kale. Who the hell eats kale? I’m pretty much the only “farmhand”, which is why I’m not doing “Daily Assignments”, but more like “Once a week assignments.” For big projects we hire temp hands to help out, but mostly it’s just me.
Right, but this blog is supposed to be about sex, violence, sadism and other exciting things so let’s tone down the agricultural part of the story and have a closer look at Breanne Erickson. Who is she really? And, yes, I know you are wondering: how did she get to become a painslut?
To be honest, my interest in pain and humiliation first started after being introduced to the whole BDSM world by my best friend. We were fifteen and I was a frequent over night guest. Kari’s parents were separated and not yet divorced, and Kari had found her dad’s collection of BDSM videotapes. Real VCR tapes! Since her mom was out line dancing, Kari and I snuggled down in the living room, and watched several that evening. I was glad I had a blanket cause I was um… rather taken with the whole thing. We made a habit of watching the tapes over the next two months or so and it became obvious that I identified more with the girls being tormented, while Kari was intrigued by the whole dominatrix thing. Then one night, again by ourselves, Kari held out our two favourite tapes and told me to pick one. Not to watch, but to act out. That night was the first time I had ever been tied down. Kari whipped me, though not hard or anything, and I got screwed with a variety of vegetables from Kari’s fridge. It was awesome and I was hooked.
You get the picture? Breanne tells me that sex wasn’t really a part of her life until she got about twelve. Her mother’s romance novels didn’t do much for her but eventually nature found its way with Breanne and she started to do some self-exploration. She actually lost her virginity to a hairbrush at thirteen!
Today Breanne is a beautiful woman of 25, 5’4/1.63, 117lbs/53 kilos. Officially, she is 36-24-34, with a B sized cup. She is generally playful, a little sarcastic, sometimes moody, but usually pretty positive. She’s also an early riser, usually getting up around five in the morning and usually in bed early. No wonder… you can have a lot of fun in bed mmmmm
As for self punishments these are often an integral part of Breanne’s daily assignments and so she has become pretty used to doing it. Yes, she even does it without anybody ordering her. She often uses clamps and ice on herself. Plus the occasional rubber band. One of her biggest favourites is being whipped but she admits it’s quite hard to do right as you can never spank yourself hard enough (or so she thinks). So she prefers a helping hand… Which makes me want to recommend the use of a sjambok (further details in an upcoming post) or a birch… but maybe birch trees are not so common in Texas? Anyway, these are perfect for whipping yourself and believe me, they do pay big dividends. ;-)
Breanne is also a very productive and exciting writer. She is very modest about it but do check out her blog at http://michaelalexanderstories.blogspot.com/ and her stories on http://www.michaelalexanderstories.com/ and I think you will agree with me that she is something special. She got in touch with Michael Alexander who was starting up his website and he asked her to join as a co-author. Yes, she does get paid for her work but as I understand it this hasn’t sofar really made her a rich woman. But, what the heck, her parents pay her for taking care of the farm, as well as giving her room and board, so she doesn’t really have many “expenses”, unless you call purchasing condoms in bulk an expense…
Breanne’s family are aware of her bisexuality but her actual sexual activities are unknown to them. She has learnt the hard way not to be too open about her sex life since the day a guy with whom she had been doing cam sessions turned up at her and her girlfriend’s apartment and wanted her IRL. They had to call the cop to get him out.
Are you getting curious about this girl? Do check out her story Riding The Wooden Horse at the free story archive at http://www.michaelalexanderstories.com/sub_pages/free_archive/ridingwoodenpony/ride1.html and I am sure you will agree with me that she is indeed somethin’ else. She tells me she would love to live the life of 'O' for real and would even accept the brand.
Breanne’s Daily Assignments is a regular feature of her blog and she has told me that she will gladly accept an assignment from YOU, my dear blog followers. This is provided the assignment does not clash with her preferences and it should also make for good reading. But I am sure you can think of many ways to punish this lovely lass at a distance. Her limits are no blood, no pee or scat play, no children, and nothing that will get her arrested (within reason). She adds:
I also like to make sure everyone who proposes an assignment understands that I’m REALLY doing these things, so they have to be realistic. So if you assign me to “screw three hundred guys”, I’m going to have to negotiate a little about that. I also am allowed to nix things based on medical reasons. See, the nice thing about being a submissive is that we are really the ones in charge. We can always say no. We just don’t want too!
Do you want to dominate sweet Breanne and give her an assignment? Please send a detailed description of what you want her to do IRL and I will forward your messages to her instantly. She will report about her assignment in her blog (and hopefully mine). And do become a VIP member of the Michael Alexander Stories for more great stories from Breanne and MORE!
Wednesday, 4 May 2011
How about a hot MILF?
Yes, as I am no longer a teenager I guess I could be referred to as a MILF. The strange thing is that I am a lot hornier now than in my teenage years ;-) I just heard about a new MILF site and if this attracts you why don't you check it out? Just click the banner below for a lot of hardcore sex action with mature women.
As for myself I am taking off my nipple & clit clamps now... they have been on for about an hour so I guess it's gonna hurt bad when taking them off mmmmmmmmm
As for myself I am taking off my nipple & clit clamps now... they have been on for about an hour so I guess it's gonna hurt bad when taking them off mmmmmmmmm
Tuesday, 3 May 2011
Whipped women suffering under the cruel lash
Does the subject of women being whipped excite you? Do you enjoy watching women suffering under the lash? Just look at the posterior of this lusty wench beckoning for the cuts of the whip. Give it to her good... soon she will be hot and ready mmmmmmmm
Master and I love watching videos like this together and they always inspire us for real life punishments. In fact, it seems like Master lays on the whip extra hard on me each time we have
watched a whipping video first.
This blonde actually resembles me quite a lot although she has got larger breasts :-( *jealous*
So it is just right that she gets an extra hard flogging... don't stop... just whip her harder...
Actually, when watching pictures and videos like this I get extremely horny and I have to do something about it real soon. Fortunately Master has allowed me to cum... and I do all the time... mmmm I do need a harsh whipping myself now... if you would like to see more of these gorgeous ladies suffering under the whip, go to Whipped Women.com immediately. Tell them tinaslut sent you - and enjoy!
Master and I love watching videos like this together and they always inspire us for real life punishments. In fact, it seems like Master lays on the whip extra hard on me each time we have
watched a whipping video first.
This blonde actually resembles me quite a lot although she has got larger breasts :-( *jealous*
So it is just right that she gets an extra hard flogging... don't stop... just whip her harder...
Actually, when watching pictures and videos like this I get extremely horny and I have to do something about it real soon. Fortunately Master has allowed me to cum... and I do all the time... mmmm I do need a harsh whipping myself now... if you would like to see more of these gorgeous ladies suffering under the whip, go to Whipped Women.com immediately. Tell them tinaslut sent you - and enjoy!
Monday, 2 May 2011
Want to chat with this horny slut?
I just remembered that I do have a chat room on this blog ;-) So if you want to talk to me you're very welcome to do so. I'll keep it open for a while and try to remember to open it every time I check in. There is a link 'Enter my chatroom' in the right menu below the banners and after the Java applet has loaded you can just enter any name and profile you want. Then go right ahead and talk to me - I'm not really shy ;-) But please respect my limits: no kidsex, animal sex or scat. And if mutilation and amputation turns you on we're not speaking the same language... But apart from that: be cruel and be creative ;-)
Today I have been using the riding crop quite a lot on my thighs and buttocks. What a joy it is to smack myself harder and harder and raise swollen welts in my flesh. It seems like the more welts and marks I get the harder I need to smack myself when I start all over again ;-) Yes, real life is not too bad, either - but of course it can never beat being punished by my Master. I am longing for the day he gets back home.
Take care and enjoy your fantasies. Everything starts with a dream...
Today I have been using the riding crop quite a lot on my thighs and buttocks. What a joy it is to smack myself harder and harder and raise swollen welts in my flesh. It seems like the more welts and marks I get the harder I need to smack myself when I start all over again ;-) Yes, real life is not too bad, either - but of course it can never beat being punished by my Master. I am longing for the day he gets back home.
Take care and enjoy your fantasies. Everything starts with a dream...
Sunday, 1 May 2011
Sinful tina is lusty and longing...
Has it really been that long? My latest post is from January 11 this year and despite my abscence I see that each week about the same number of visitors comes here. As I can't see who you are it makes me wonder if it is my loyal friends coming back again and again in the hope of see some sign of life from me or if it is new visitors who have found something of interest in my blog. Generally, each visitor seems to spend several minutes here so I must have done something right :-)
My friends, I feel guilty for letting you down all the time. There really are no excuses. If you visit my blog and expect to find new content the least I can do is updating it now and then. After all it is a labour of love and believe me, I do get very aroused many times from writing my blog posts. To easen my guilt a bit I started using the riding crop on myself a few days back and the thought of my faithful visitors made the strokes very vicious and hard ones. My thighs and bottom are covered with welts and I am black and blue... and horny! Seems like each spring the desire to be whipped and punished takes over me and I have continued to add to all the welts and marks on my body by using the riding crop on myself each morning. I always start slowly first and make long intervals between each stroke, then increase the tempo and finally I am whipping myself like in a frenzy, like I want to whip the Devil out of myself! But whoever it is who has taken control of my sinful self he is there to stay.
If there is any comfort to you I give myself several hundreds of strokes with the riding crop each and every day now and it does hurt. It hurts terribly! I whip myself and build up a tremendous heat within me, until I simply must let go and flow with the eruption. I masturbate like crazy and come again and again. When I come to my senses I put the riding crop away for later use and then I can start a new wonderful day, striped and welted as I should be.
Lately I have been doing roleplays with people I have met in various chat forums. I get very aroused by being a victim of extreme tortures and punishments but my limits are very clear: no kidsex, animal sex or scat. Neither do I understand the point of amputations and mutilation - it's a complete turn-off to me. But some scenes can be so exciting that I feel like I am becoming a part of it in real life and hardly know who or where I am afterwards.
One scene which has been occupying my mind very often lately is that I am a prostitute who has seduced a wealthy man and his wife is furious and wants revenge. Through her connections she has had me imprisoned and sentenced to public floggings. She oversees each flogging and the muscular man who whips me really does a great job. Now and then the cruel woman urges him to whip me harder and he often doesn't stop until I hang limp in my shackles, my body covered with welts and bloody scars. The most exciting thing is the woman's vicious smile as she watches my flogging and it will be repeated again and again as I am flogged each fortnight. Thousands of hard lashes will leave permanent marks on my body. After the flogging I am so weak I can't stand up and I am taken to the prison hospital. When I am back in my cell I can be used freely by anyone who wants me and the cruel woman often visits me at night to torture and humiliate me even further. I am continously raped and the rough sex drives me to countless orgasms each day. I am turning into a painslut who desperately needs to be tortured, raped and humiliated each day. Often there is a long line of men and women standing outside my cell waiting for their turn. When I have finally received all the lashes I shall be branded publically with a red hot iron so that I will wear the woman's personal mark for the rest of my life.
This sort of fantasies fires me extremely and it gives me a lot of inspiration for writing stories. If only I had the motivation, the self-discipline to get further and complete the job. But instead I allow myself to fall under the influence of procrastination and so the wheel starts spinning all the slower until it finally stops. That's the reason why I may be away so long at times.
Anybody out there who have some good advice how to overcome the procrastination once and for all? Because this is what I really want. When I write, fantasize, interact with others and when I am punished IRL or do it myself, then I am indeed a hot lusty girl. I would really want it that way all the time. But how? Life isn't always easy.
Another thing that turns me on is pictures of women being punished and used. Like the one below, for instance. This single drawing can build up a scenario in my mind for an entire book. So why is it that I haven't already completed my second book as there are just a few chapters left to write? It feels like now is the time to do it. The working title is 'The Devil's Daughter'. Would you like to buy a copy?
Deep passionate hungry kisses from tina xxxxxxxxxxxxx
My friends, I feel guilty for letting you down all the time. There really are no excuses. If you visit my blog and expect to find new content the least I can do is updating it now and then. After all it is a labour of love and believe me, I do get very aroused many times from writing my blog posts. To easen my guilt a bit I started using the riding crop on myself a few days back and the thought of my faithful visitors made the strokes very vicious and hard ones. My thighs and bottom are covered with welts and I am black and blue... and horny! Seems like each spring the desire to be whipped and punished takes over me and I have continued to add to all the welts and marks on my body by using the riding crop on myself each morning. I always start slowly first and make long intervals between each stroke, then increase the tempo and finally I am whipping myself like in a frenzy, like I want to whip the Devil out of myself! But whoever it is who has taken control of my sinful self he is there to stay.
If there is any comfort to you I give myself several hundreds of strokes with the riding crop each and every day now and it does hurt. It hurts terribly! I whip myself and build up a tremendous heat within me, until I simply must let go and flow with the eruption. I masturbate like crazy and come again and again. When I come to my senses I put the riding crop away for later use and then I can start a new wonderful day, striped and welted as I should be.
Lately I have been doing roleplays with people I have met in various chat forums. I get very aroused by being a victim of extreme tortures and punishments but my limits are very clear: no kidsex, animal sex or scat. Neither do I understand the point of amputations and mutilation - it's a complete turn-off to me. But some scenes can be so exciting that I feel like I am becoming a part of it in real life and hardly know who or where I am afterwards.
One scene which has been occupying my mind very often lately is that I am a prostitute who has seduced a wealthy man and his wife is furious and wants revenge. Through her connections she has had me imprisoned and sentenced to public floggings. She oversees each flogging and the muscular man who whips me really does a great job. Now and then the cruel woman urges him to whip me harder and he often doesn't stop until I hang limp in my shackles, my body covered with welts and bloody scars. The most exciting thing is the woman's vicious smile as she watches my flogging and it will be repeated again and again as I am flogged each fortnight. Thousands of hard lashes will leave permanent marks on my body. After the flogging I am so weak I can't stand up and I am taken to the prison hospital. When I am back in my cell I can be used freely by anyone who wants me and the cruel woman often visits me at night to torture and humiliate me even further. I am continously raped and the rough sex drives me to countless orgasms each day. I am turning into a painslut who desperately needs to be tortured, raped and humiliated each day. Often there is a long line of men and women standing outside my cell waiting for their turn. When I have finally received all the lashes I shall be branded publically with a red hot iron so that I will wear the woman's personal mark for the rest of my life.
This sort of fantasies fires me extremely and it gives me a lot of inspiration for writing stories. If only I had the motivation, the self-discipline to get further and complete the job. But instead I allow myself to fall under the influence of procrastination and so the wheel starts spinning all the slower until it finally stops. That's the reason why I may be away so long at times.
Anybody out there who have some good advice how to overcome the procrastination once and for all? Because this is what I really want. When I write, fantasize, interact with others and when I am punished IRL or do it myself, then I am indeed a hot lusty girl. I would really want it that way all the time. But how? Life isn't always easy.
Another thing that turns me on is pictures of women being punished and used. Like the one below, for instance. This single drawing can build up a scenario in my mind for an entire book. So why is it that I haven't already completed my second book as there are just a few chapters left to write? It feels like now is the time to do it. The working title is 'The Devil's Daughter'. Would you like to buy a copy?
Deep passionate hungry kisses from tina xxxxxxxxxxxxx
Tuesday, 11 January 2011
The risk of sub drop after a bdsm session
Just read a great blog post about 'sub drop' and this is something which is important to remember when you're playing. I feel that the more intense the play and the 'high' has been, the greater is the risk of a negative experience afterwards. That's the time when it is so important to be together, just Master and slave, devoting time to each other. Right now I am fortunate in that I am having Master with me for a while and after a session we always take much time cuddling, kissing and just relaxing together. Sex may have been a part of the session when it were at its height but when coming back to earth it's so wonderful just feeling the nearness of each other.
Master has never left me just after a session and I know He never will. Therefore I have never experienced the bad feelings of sub drop, either. But I can imagine it can be quite a negative experience and the aftercare is most important. Last week was one of daily canings and long periods of landing together afterwards.
How about 'dom drop'? Is there such a thing? Does it work in the same way? What do you say as a Dom? Have you ever felt bad after leaving your sub too early after a session? It would be interesting if you could comment on your experiences as this is an unknown world to me.
As for the blog post it came from the great Diary of a Kinky Librarian by Nadia West. Do visit her blog and say hello from me.
Master has never left me just after a session and I know He never will. Therefore I have never experienced the bad feelings of sub drop, either. But I can imagine it can be quite a negative experience and the aftercare is most important. Last week was one of daily canings and long periods of landing together afterwards.
How about 'dom drop'? Is there such a thing? Does it work in the same way? What do you say as a Dom? Have you ever felt bad after leaving your sub too early after a session? It would be interesting if you could comment on your experiences as this is an unknown world to me.
As for the blog post it came from the great Diary of a Kinky Librarian by Nadia West. Do visit her blog and say hello from me.
Saturday, 8 January 2011
The caning of tinaslut - or How to overcome Writer's Block
A good caning is actually a very good remedy for writer's block. Just ask me! As you have seen I have neglected my blog for an unacceptably long time and that is not fair to those of you who are following my blog. But now that Master is home for a while things are getting different. Procrastination and inertia are dangerous enemies when it comes to getting things done and I know I have a tendency to fall back and become inactive at times. Yes, despite all the self punishments I have practised it seems I have a lack of self discipline at times.
That's where the cane can work wonders...
When you start on some project, like blogging, you are often very enthusiastic about it from the beginning and rarin' to go. And it can work well for some time... then the inertia takes over and it's like a roulette wheel going slower and slower until it stops completely. Then you need something pushing you back on track. If inertia slows you down, procrastination is most effective for stopping you to do something about it. But thanks to the cane and my beloved Master wielding it I have overcome those two obstacles.
This week I have been caned each day, two times a day. Instead of applying a specific number of strokes Master starts quite slowly and gently, then strikes faster and harder and before I know it the strokes are raining upon my bottom and thighs like a shower of fire. It's like a spanking machine gone out of control and it always make me desperate for more and my screams of pain are just as much begging to be caned harder and faster. The cane whips up unbelievable masses of endorphins and very soon I am simply high on it... just can't get enough. When Master finally lays down the cane I am so happy to fall into His arms... it's the perfect way of landing after this unbelievably intense trip into subspace (or should I call it 'painslutspace'). More often than not we don't have sex after a session - we are just as happy laying together and feeling the nearness of each other... Master's caresses, soft kisses and words have a soothing effect on me and I know he will be with me all the time so I can relax and feel safe. When my pulse has gone down to normal and I have landed he smears my welted bottom with soothing balm and I simply feel like a newborn woman.
Is this sane? For us it is very much so. The thing is that in a few hours we will both want to do it again. This is maybe not the classic bdsm relationship as it doesn't really involve punishment as such. The worst punishment would be denying me what I crave: a real good trashing. According to the book of rules a punishment is not a punishment if the masochist (=me) enjoys it. But what does it matter? Master enjoys trashing me and I can never get enough of it. Often I beg Him to whip or cane me and he is always happy to do it. Actually, it is Him stopping me most of the times as my hunger for pain is so intense that maybe it's good I don't have a spanking machine after all... it would probably be over-heated ;-)
Is it sensible to get caned again just a couple of hours after a severe caning which has left my bottom globes covered with welts? For me it is very sane. Some of he puffy hard welts on my buttocks sometimes split so that blood appears. I can stand for long periods in front of the mirror, admiring the marks on my body while masturbating... it makes me soo horny.
A side effect of these sessions is that inertia is washed away completely, I get eager and full of energy and immediately want to deal with many things that have been neglected - like this blog. Pain is for me a source of eternal energy which is accessible any time I need it. It can work when I am practising self torture and self punishments but nothing can beat the way Master punishes me - that is, if you can call it a punishment after all. For me it's sheer pleasure and I can never get enough of it...
Time to bend over for the cane again... mmmmmmmm please trash me real hard this time, Master... make me bleed...
That's where the cane can work wonders...
When you start on some project, like blogging, you are often very enthusiastic about it from the beginning and rarin' to go. And it can work well for some time... then the inertia takes over and it's like a roulette wheel going slower and slower until it stops completely. Then you need something pushing you back on track. If inertia slows you down, procrastination is most effective for stopping you to do something about it. But thanks to the cane and my beloved Master wielding it I have overcome those two obstacles.
This week I have been caned each day, two times a day. Instead of applying a specific number of strokes Master starts quite slowly and gently, then strikes faster and harder and before I know it the strokes are raining upon my bottom and thighs like a shower of fire. It's like a spanking machine gone out of control and it always make me desperate for more and my screams of pain are just as much begging to be caned harder and faster. The cane whips up unbelievable masses of endorphins and very soon I am simply high on it... just can't get enough. When Master finally lays down the cane I am so happy to fall into His arms... it's the perfect way of landing after this unbelievably intense trip into subspace (or should I call it 'painslutspace'). More often than not we don't have sex after a session - we are just as happy laying together and feeling the nearness of each other... Master's caresses, soft kisses and words have a soothing effect on me and I know he will be with me all the time so I can relax and feel safe. When my pulse has gone down to normal and I have landed he smears my welted bottom with soothing balm and I simply feel like a newborn woman.
Is this sane? For us it is very much so. The thing is that in a few hours we will both want to do it again. This is maybe not the classic bdsm relationship as it doesn't really involve punishment as such. The worst punishment would be denying me what I crave: a real good trashing. According to the book of rules a punishment is not a punishment if the masochist (=me) enjoys it. But what does it matter? Master enjoys trashing me and I can never get enough of it. Often I beg Him to whip or cane me and he is always happy to do it. Actually, it is Him stopping me most of the times as my hunger for pain is so intense that maybe it's good I don't have a spanking machine after all... it would probably be over-heated ;-)
Is it sensible to get caned again just a couple of hours after a severe caning which has left my bottom globes covered with welts? For me it is very sane. Some of he puffy hard welts on my buttocks sometimes split so that blood appears. I can stand for long periods in front of the mirror, admiring the marks on my body while masturbating... it makes me soo horny.
A side effect of these sessions is that inertia is washed away completely, I get eager and full of energy and immediately want to deal with many things that have been neglected - like this blog. Pain is for me a source of eternal energy which is accessible any time I need it. It can work when I am practising self torture and self punishments but nothing can beat the way Master punishes me - that is, if you can call it a punishment after all. For me it's sheer pleasure and I can never get enough of it...
Time to bend over for the cane again... mmmmmmmm please trash me real hard this time, Master... make me bleed...
Thursday, 6 January 2011
Please help Marie helping the children
My friend, the stunningly beautiful Marie K Williams a/k/a Marie Blondie, asks for your help in raising funds for a setting up a school project, initially aimed at helping children and young people in India. Marie tells that
I visited Goa, in India, in November 2010. I was shocked to see young Children begging in the streets and was disturbed and moved by what I saw. I even had a Mother come and ask me if I would buy her Baby.
Marie has established a foundation for carrying out her goals. If you feel that you would like to support her cause please check out her foundation's website at http://www.marieblondiefoundation.com/ It is not the size of the contributions that matter - the important thing is to act. Nobody can solve everybody's problems but together we can do a great deal.
Marie is a professional model and if you want to know more about her do check out her website http://www.marieblondie.com/en/index If you are on Facebook you are welcome to join her group The Marie Blondie Foundation.
Tell her tina sent you...
I visited Goa, in India, in November 2010. I was shocked to see young Children begging in the streets and was disturbed and moved by what I saw. I even had a Mother come and ask me if I would buy her Baby.
Marie has established a foundation for carrying out her goals. If you feel that you would like to support her cause please check out her foundation's website at http://www.marieblondiefoundation.com/ It is not the size of the contributions that matter - the important thing is to act. Nobody can solve everybody's problems but together we can do a great deal.
Marie is a professional model and if you want to know more about her do check out her website http://www.marieblondie.com/en/index If you are on Facebook you are welcome to join her group The Marie Blondie Foundation.
Tell her tina sent you...
Wednesday, 5 January 2011
Where are you, Erica?
My sweet friend, where are you? I am very worried about you and I would be so glad to hear from you. During last year I have forwarded a number of requests to you and I don't know if you have found your new Master. Neither do I know anything about how your treatment has worked out but I sincerely hope that you are getting well. There may be many reasons for being absent (just ask me!) but I do hope you will be back soon and I am sending positive thoughts to you and look forward to hear from you soon. Hugs and kisses from tina xxxxxxx
Blonde slave girl getting punished
Sorry for my abscence. I am very glad that Master is now back for some time and he is doing his best to correct me and make me get things done. Like blogging. Let's start the new year by enjoying a nice video clip with a Mistress and her slave girl. It really fired me... hope you will enjoy it, too. Be with you again soon... kisses from tina xxxxxxxxxxx
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